.

breast feeding?

2009-12-30T12:01:00.001-08:00

found this pic wen i was google-ing about breast feeding for no reason.

so in love with the picture.

the un-breakable eye contact in this pic shows tru mother's love..

arrrgh.

isn't this awesome????????

all i want for christmas is you.

2009-12-30T11:52:00.000-08:00

Its that time of year again.
Its hard to get into the festivities of Christmas when i have so many things to think about..
studies?college?love?

For Christmas I know what I want!!!

"I want Santa to come to my house, I want presents"

Merry Christmas to all.
love,
xerra,.

truth hurts.

2009-12-30T11:09:00.000-08:00

Last beverage → diet coke.
Last phone call → big mag =)
Last text message → gan.
Last song you listened to → whine up by kat deluna.
Last time you cried → errrm,juz now.
Dated someone twice → hell yes.
Been cheated on? → yup.
Cheated someone else? → i guess.
Lost someone special? → errm.
Been depressed? → yes.
Been drunk and threw up? → once.
Made new friends → a'ah
Fallen out of love → ???
4. Met someone who changed you → yup.
5. Found out who your true friends were → of coz
6. Found out someone was talking about you → yeap
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → oppps!!yes.
8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life---> most of them i think.
9. How many kids do you want to have → 2.
10. Do you have any pets → yesss..
11. Do you want to change your name → no way.
12. What did you do for your last birthday → nothing.
13. What time did you wake up today → 9am.
14. What were you doing at midnight last night → on phone.
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → exams to be abolished.
16. Last time you saw your father → just now.
17. One thing you wish you could change about your life→ slimmer.
18. What are you listening to right now → hollaback girl by gwen stefani.
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yes,but dun noe wen.
20. What's getting on your nerves right now? → my mum's lappy.
21. Most visited webpages → facebook/pornhub =)
1. What's your name → nazira.
2. Nicknames → zira/xerra/eira.
3. Relationship Status → in relationship.
4. Zodiac sign → aries
5. Male or female or transgendered → female.
6. Elementary → superkids
7. Middle School – convent
8. High school → convent/mjsc beseri
10. Hair color → black.
11. Long or short → long
16. Height → 150cm
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → positive.
18: What do you like about yourself? – i love me.
19. Piercings → ya.
20. Tattoos → na'ah
21. Righty or lefty → lefty.
22. First surgery → never!!
23. First piercing → 3years old.
24. First best friends → ??
26. First sport you joined → hockey.
27. First pet → hamster.
28. First vacation and when--> cannot recalled.
29. First concert → muse live in kl.
30. First crush → hmmm.
49. Eating → bread.
50. Drinking → milk
52. I'm about to → sleep
53. Listening to → hitz.fm
55. Waiting for → mummy to buy me new laptop/car
58. Want kids? → guess so.
59. Want to get married? → yeah.
60. Careers in mind? → fashion designer.
68. Lips or eyes → eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → kisses
70. Shorter or taller → ? both.
71. Older or Younger → Older
Romantic or spontaneous → both.
Nice stomach or nice arms → if hands ad not nice how to hv nice stomach..
Sensitive or loud → in between.
Hook-up or relationship → relationship
Trouble maker or hesitant→ errm.both?
kissed a stranger --> yeap.
Drank hard liquor → yeeeesssss!
Lost glasses/contacts → just only.
Sex on first date → =)
Broken someone's heart → erm..
Had your own heart broken → yes.no.maybe
Turned someone down → yess.
Cried when someone died → erm yeah..
lked a friend that is a girl? → sometimes..they're fussy.
Miracles → of coz
Love at first sight → yes
Heaven → yeah
Santa Clause → erm maybe.
Kissing on the first date? → normally.
Angels → yes
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yessss!!
Who is it? --> my bf.
Had boyfriend/girlfriend for a day? → no..

p/s : ignore the numbers.lazy to delete them =(

saya.

2009-12-30T10:43:00.000-08:00

][ YOUR BOY SIDE ][

[x] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[x] You own a car racing game.
[x] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega.
[x] You are/used to be obsessed with Power Rangers/Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
[ ] You have watched sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect football cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] You talk with food in your mouth.
[x] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[ ] You have fished at least once

][ YOUR GIRL SIDE ][

[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mom to talk.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
[x] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] You cried watching The Notebook.
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don’t like the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[ ] You used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] You like putting make-up on others.
[x] You like being the star of everything.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.

][ Appearance ][

[x] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I’ve had/have braces.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than two piercings.
[x] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

][ Embarrassment ][

[ ] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[ ] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.

][ Health ][

[ ] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] Broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend.
[ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I’ve had serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

][ Experiences ][

[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[x] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[x] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pyjamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[ ] I’ve been skydiving.
[ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I’ve crashed a car.
[ ] I’ve been skiing.
[ ] I’ve been in a musical.
[ ] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi
[ ] I’ve been snowboarding.

][ Relationships ][

[ ] I’m single.
[x] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

][ Honesty/Crime ][

[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out.
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve ran a red light.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[ ] I’ve been arrested.

][ Materialism ][

[x] I own over 5 rap CD’s.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x]I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collected comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on E-Bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie

][ Random ][

[ ] I can sing well
[ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I care about grammar.
[ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[x] I would wear pyjamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes sometimes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I’m good at remembering faces.
[ ] I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest for once.

2009-12-30T09:39:00.000-08:00

day 1.

MOM: who are you always texting?
ME: people.. mom just people.
MOM: oohh is it a girl *grinning*
ME: wow mom does it even matter??
MOM: i hope your thumbs fall off.
ME: ...thanks, love you too.

............................................................................................

day 8.

MOM:Who you texting?
ME: Peeeps that i love
MOM: Who?
ME: my bestfriend
MOM: oh you mean that boy ??
ME: pfftt, what boy?? :)

.............................................................................................

just now.

MOM: why are you always on your phone??who are you texting?
ME: no one mother
MOM: give me your phone
ME: okay one sec....
(would you like to erase all messages?
1. No 2. Yes)
ME: pushes 2. here you go mother.

love.

2009-12-30T09:37:00.000-08:00

Just by listening to your snoring sound,

it made my day

even though it's super noisy!

when life gives you lemon,you make lemonade.

2009-12-22T07:12:00.000-08:00

i wish i could stand in the rain now.
so no one would know I'm crying.

listen.

2009-12-22T07:08:00.001-08:00

hello,

im XERRA.

& i SUX at being GIRLFRIEND.

i love u.
if being apart from each other is how it will work, then I will suck it all in and live with it till it begins to eat me from within.

emo.
sayonara.

...,.,,,...

2009-12-21T10:17:00.000-08:00

NO MORE QUESTIONS,

JUST MARKS!!!!!!!

you shutup!

2009-12-21T10:12:00.000-08:00

stop asking me things.
stop pretending.
im sick of it.
bitch.
i hate u.
stay away from my life.
i dun nid u.
arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh.
dunchu understand.????

i hate you so much until it hurts.
i wish u dead!

wait.

2009-12-21T10:11:00.001-08:00

i may not be the type of girlfriend who spends every waking hour with her man, but that doesn't mean im not thinking about him.

how?
sweet x?
i noe.
im sweet.
so,dun envy me bitch.
=P

lelaki vs jantan.

2009-12-21T10:07:00.000-08:00

apa beza?

xDAK beza.

fullstop.

the end.

jennifer's body.

2009-12-21T10:05:00.000-08:00

im so in love with low shoulders punye vocalist.
damn.
he's da 1 i want.
arrrgh.
horny doe tgok die.
am i crazy?
hell yes i am.
itupon mau tnya?

what?

2009-12-21T10:04:00.000-08:00

bored.
porn time!

part 1

2009-12-21T09:08:00.000-08:00

What's your favorite word or phrase?
- ala.

Name 3 people who made you smile today?
- syahmi.
- tj.
- hisyam.

What were you doing at 9 am this morning?
- tido.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- gayut2 cam beruk. =)

What is the last thing you said aloud?
- whatttttttttt.??

What is the best ice cream flavor?
- vanilla.

What was the last thing you had to drink?
- milkshake.

What are you wearing right now?
- singlet wit hot pant.

What was the last thing you ate?
- butter toast.

Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
- oh yes.

Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?
- handphone. yuck~

siapa die pilot pendek?

2009-12-20T21:45:00.000-08:00

errm.
rakan2 blogger.
musuh2 blogger.
today i nk story kt u guys pasal "pilotpendek"

specimen pendek.

id : pilot pendek

umur : 19

asal : manjung perak.

habitat : ipoh perak

tabiat hidup : suka membuli,party,memandu cam hantu, dll.

jangka hayat : sehingga menjadi pilot tinggi.

camne kiteorg kenal?

errrm,

susah nk jwb soalan tuh.

ramai yg tnye.

nk cite pon malas.

errrm.

according to few people,

pilotpendek tu xtually 1school ngan i time beseri.

but.

sumpah.

xpenah jumpa die pon.

hahahhaha``

sorry la.

im nerd ok.

xlyn lelaki2.

bajet~

cut to the chase.

errrm.

die nie fly gi aussie.

time die kt aussie br kami kenal.

wait a min.

i bkn blaja kt aussie.

kami kenal di alam maya(facebook)
hahahaha.

but,

jarang chat o contact.

malas nk layan die kot.

cuz ingt die cam sombong n ramai je girl slalu cmmnt die.

so,.

i act cool la kn.

wat dunnoe je.

tetibe 1 nite tu,

the ym ngan san.

"eira,pilotpendek mintak no eira"

"aik,die da balik?btol ke?xgitau pon?"

"a'ah.da blk,td pg sampai."

"ooo,..nie no eira, 012********6"

"okies"

few minutes later.

buzzing sound(vibrate mode)

sms masuk.

"i got ur number.thanks"

i reply,

"org tu blk xckp.sombong."

die reply,

"ala.i rushing la balik,xsempat nk gitau.sowi"

i reply

die reply

i reply

die reply...

blablablabla.

xkan nk gitau korang sume benda kn? kn?

almost hour we both texting,

die tetibe je masuk air mintak KISS.

hahahah,...

funny.

i reply la.

nape mesti i kiss u?

u bkn bf i.

die reply,

i nk jd bf u cuz ILOVE U.

errrm.

speechless.

i ckp ngan die.

i nid time.

n he giving me time.

pastu kite tido...

next day,

kite mcet2 lg.

n die tnya sal last nite.

i stil giving him da same answer.

i nid time.

malam 22th nov.

i texted him.

"i da ad answer"

he replied,

"so?"

i replied,

"call me"

my phone rang,

P: hello.

X : hye(malu2)
P : so ape jawapan die?

X : ape soalan nye?

P : errm. will u b my girl?

X : yes.

P : really?u sure.

X : yes.im so sure.

P : thanks.

X : welcome. k la. im outside,call u later.bye.

P : bye,.ilove u

awwwww..

sweet.

malam tu kite gayut2.

xde la lama2 coz die xsuke on phone.

dunia terasa indah.

pilot pendek.

2009-12-20T21:42:00.000-08:00

22th.nov.20o9

i officially jd gf org.

pilot pendek.

thanks coz making my days worth living.

ilysm.

last post~

2009-12-02T13:20:00.000-08:00

iz bin a while since my last post~

errrm,...

toooooooo tired to blog~

lgpon bkn ade org bce~

so what's da point?

xyh blog pon xde~

errrm,...

so many2 things happen in my life lately~

nk cite ke?

perlu ke bgtau korang ape yg berlaku n terjadi?

korang nk tau ke?

nak start dgn ape ek?

studies?

ok jer kot~

ari2 dok tgok post box~

tunggu offer letter~

xsabar nk gi study~

penat mkn anggur kt umah~

bile SURAT nk sampai?

sial~

you~

last contact die xingt bile~

gaduh2 skit ngan die,..

tat time i relize i xmungkin bersame die semule~

xde lg us~

yg tinggal cume me~

my self alone,.........

sedih gile.

b4 hangup.

suddnly "you" ckp,...

errm,...

"zira,..i've made my decision...dun call me anymore.,i cant move on.i wanna move on,..

you have to let me do tat.

for me to do tat,.

we nid to stop keeping in touch.im sorry.

i juz want u to noe~

tat i love you so much.

till we meet again"

=hungup=

im blur~

wat can i say?

wat shud i do?

thanks to ''you'' i finally move on~

i guess so,..

errm...

people!!!!!!!!

i finally move on~

YESSSS!!!

IM MOVING ON.

`no more story bout "you" i guess~

to mr."you"

i love you always~

errm,..

you may not b the 1st,..

but you'l b the last~

life~

my life so bored~

makan.

tido.

online.

movie.

cd/dvd/blue ray.

smoking.

bwk keta laju2.

call people.

texting.

facebook.

dota.

shopping.

porn.

kutuk org.

diam.

mati?

mother~

my mum sngt baik,.

die belikan i slr~

thanks mummy,..

my mum sngt baik..

die belikan i mini vaio.

my mum sngt baik...

die kasi i duit.

my mum sngt baik..

die bwk i jln2.

my mum sngt baik..

die beri i segala-galanya~

my mum sngt baik...

sebab itu i syg die sngt2.

dad~

no comment.

stalker~

im so damn afraid everytime i saw u.

stop stalking me stalker~

i hate u.

i wil never b ur friend~

friends~

sye nk lepak ngan mereka~

tp,...............

kerja~

sye xde kerja~

sye penganggur.

music~

ari2 sye dgr ipod~

handphone~

sye ade due hp.

blackberry.

nokia.

ape lg?

sye da xtau nk tulis ape~

bahasa sye semakin teruk~

jiwa saye semakin kacau.

kusut lg serabut~

nanti sye update lg~~

akn bercerita tentang pilot pendek~

nk dgr x?

siapa die pilotpendek?

tunggu~~~~~

im back~

2009-12-02T13:18:00.000-08:00

im back~

.................

2009-09-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

happy ramadhan every1...
sorry,..
no post!
bz la,...

xoxo,
xerra.

vibrate,..

2009-08-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

takutnye,...
esok result AS kuar,...
perut rasa 1 kind jer.
xtau cam ne nk describe tat feeling,..
but 1 kind jer,..
errrrrk.
takut sangat.
t da dpt result nak bgtau mama ke x?
ishk...
tertekan dengan permasalahan sendiri.
benci dgn hidup yang kusut ini.
ape nk buat?

i learn something.

2009-08-07T10:30:00.000-07:00

i learn to be alone!

squeeezing.

2009-08-07T10:26:00.000-07:00

i cried.
i cant keep on lying to my self.
i miss him,..
i try not to,..
but i can't.
i still can feel his warm hug.
i can still heart his heartbeat.
i'm still in love with him.

i want him....
you.,
i want you so badly.

blue eyes

2009-08-07T10:21:00.000-07:00

"I TOUGHT YOU NEVER WANTED TO FALL IN LOVE.
WHAT'S THE POINT?
THE GUY I DREAMED OFF DOSN'T EXSIST...
AND IF HE DOSEN'T EXSIST,...
I'LL NEVER DIE OF A BROKEN HEART."

P/S : wis this happen in my life!!!

testing =)

2009-08-06T04:56:00.000-07:00

Just nak test bloging guna hp...
Awsome...
I love my new phone...
Berbaloi-baloi I beli...
Walaupon agak pricy...
Tp,...
Ia amat memudahkan kerja2 mengonline I..
So skarang I xda alasan ubtk tidak online!
Wahahah(gelak naga)
So...
I nk suggest kn kt u aLl..
Beli la phone nih..
Hidup korang akan lebih gembira.....

P/s:berryhitam bold 9000 sngt comel...beli k korang.

facebook?

2009-08-03T20:23:00.000-07:00

Xerra Xaira

suka

2009-08-01T15:31:00.000-07:00

i suka nyanyi

"aku skandal by hujan"

kalo xsuka

tutup telinga kau k?

i don't mind!

sape nak ajar i main guitar?

call i k?

i'l pay!

nape xamik class jer.

oh...

i got no time.

lagipon malas nak take lesson.

i da tua.

umur 20 tp gred 1?

wth.

so not me!

will you be my jim clancy?

2009-08-01T15:26:00.000-07:00

y cant you love me like that?
i want somebody to love me like he did to melinda.
i really want!
oh,..
y cant life be so easy?
so in love with "JIM CLANCY"

p/s : watch "ghost whisperer" for more detail.and im sure you will love him too!

loss

2009-08-01T15:23:00.000-07:00

YASMIN AHMAD
R.I.P
19** till 2009
(alfatihah)

promises are meant to be broken.

2009-08-01T15:17:00.000-07:00

(i cry everytime i hear this song)
so.
i want you guys to cry too.
meaning full.
now!
turn into memories.
i guess sweet ones.
i still cry!
....................................
When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

sewel.

2009-08-01T15:12:00.000-07:00

-sideways-

.........................................................................

so bored.

im dying every single day!

bloop

2009-08-01T15:05:00.000-07:00

Miss Nazira,

will you MARRY me?

WHEN HE GONNA SAY THAT?

truth hurt

2009-08-01T14:58:00.000-07:00

Some try to hand me money they don't understand,

I'm not... broke !

I'm just a broken hearted women,

I know it makes no sense,

but what else can I do,

How can I move on

when I've been in love with you...

im not moving!

fun fun fun

2009-08-01T14:44:00.000-07:00

happy gile hari nie,.
after so long i xkeluar ngan my schoolmate,.
today i keluar ngan they all,..
i was so happy until i cry,..
hmm,..
lee,..
thanks coz willing to come and meet me.
i really appreciates that..
ingat kan you da lupa tentang our memories,.
all the fight,
all the laugh,.
all the cry,,,
all the joy,.
all the argument,..
all of everything..
it was so fun to have you around,....
i memang xakan lupa hari nie,..
forever it stay in me!
but,..
sorry,
i did lie to you bout certain things
i dun have the will to tell you.
but i will k,..
dun worry,,.
and i also have to keep the secret bout the news,..
but i will let u noe once i confirm with everything,..
thanks coz being so concern..
i noe u always cared bout me like i cared bout u.
......................................

i meet mimi
i meet wie,...
about to meet kinah but she din answer the phone,..
but
it was fun,.
to sit around and gossiping bout each other and other people that we used to noe,..
and teasing too,..
hahaha,..
i just couldn't stop smilling,...
but,,,
............................................

oh ya,..
to "HASNOL"..
my your soul be at peace...
in so sorry,..
i din noe bout this,,,.
even we not really closed,..
actually barely talk,..
but,..
thanks coz teaching me math and add math.
(REST IN PEACE)
alfatihah.
....................................................

when back home.
mom was so happy,..
when i asked her,
she keep on saying nothng,..
hmm,..
im glad to see her happy,..
i seldom see her like this,..
it makes me happy tooo
i miss you mum
miss ou like this.
............................................

we went out and eat...
we talk and talk....
we eat ice-cream.
we gossiping,..
we snap picture..
we singing...
we laughing,..
we do everything,....
i lovin it,..
i wish everyday like today.
ouch..
becareful of wat u wish for,..

p/s : haven't told mama bout the news!

oh god!

2009-08-01T14:35:00.000-07:00

today,...
11.45 a.m..
31 july 2009..
i received a phone call from someone i've been waiting since like forever.
who?
hmm,..
its my agent,...
she called and me telling me a good news but actually not so good,...
hmm,...
i was so happy at 1st,..
but after she told me everything my happy-ness level when down from zillllllion to ZERO.
have could this happen to me?
i tot everything will be ok,..
but,,,
oh god,..
y cant u make my life easier.
i really want it to happen...
i been dreaming bout it since day 1.
but,...
ya!
u cant change what is written for you,,,,
unless you try hard enough.
i guess i wasn't try as hard as i think.
but,,don i deserved it?
i been wishing it,,
i been craving it..
i been wanting it \,
so freaking badly!
please!!!
help me,..
make me accepted.
make me go tru with it.
make me happy again,..
OH GOD,...
IM BEGGING YOU!

p/s : i received an offer letter but....i'l update the detail and the answer soon.

lost

2009-08-01T14:34:00.000-07:00

im confused...
help me!

sedih ke?

2009-07-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

y?
suddenly rasa sangat sedih.
kenapa semua org cmni?
teruk sngat ke i nih?
jahat sngt ke i nih?
i pon manusia biasa gak k.
nape mesti wat i cam ni?
i pon ade perasaan gak.
ade rasa.
ade hati.
perlu ke korang wat i camtu?
before this i baik ngan korang.
in the end.
nie yg i dapat.
sedih nye,..

............................................

to mr.someone,
thanks coz terepas ckp,..
kalau kamu xterlepas ckp sampai mati pon i xtau hal yang sebenar.
ape2 pon,..
i tetap sama cam sebelum nih,..
sebelum kamu terlepas cakap.
jgn risau k.
thanks alot!!

...........................................

=)

2009-07-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

when you walked tru da door,

it was clear to me....

trimas

2009-07-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

to: mr.kiwi

thanks coz sudi follow blog i.
(rahsiakan ape yg belaku di ym sebelum u follow blog i k)
kerjasama anda amatlah dihargai.
lebiew.
i tunggu cookies k.
yummy!

from,
hiscupcakes.

nape?

2009-07-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

nape xdak follower?
sedih kot!

.......

2009-07-27T17:57:00.000-07:00

Battle of Destiny

Level 24

are you sleeping?

2009-07-27T17:48:00.000-07:00

i not yet sleep.(8.40 am)
i got class at 10 am.
i play games for about 12hours.
i chat about 2 hours.
i not yet sleep!!
and im nuts!!!!!!

my kepala damn sakit.
but i need to go class,..
DATIN HELEN already warning me bout sleeping in class and ponteng class.
she wana rang my mother and tell her bout me!
ohhh god.
cant you people leave me alone!
even i din go class,..
i do well in my exam aite!
i submit all my assignment.
i do all presentation,..
it just i cant get up early morning.
tat all,..
hmm,..

?
y la,..
gov xmansuhkan class pagi,..
damn,.
i'l be the luckiest person.
hahaaha..

signing off to class.

after long gone!

2009-07-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

hye peeps..
sorry la i terpaksa mengabaikan my blog for a while,..
toooooo many thing hapen!
too many works to do,..
toooo many2...

new update?
no la,.
nothing new pon,....

how was your love life?
still the same,...remain unknown!
but,...
i have this weird feeling,...
"im lovin it"
wtf?

how was your studies?
errrrk,..
my result gona come out soon,..
very soon,...
im scared soooooooooooooo scared,..
but i have this cool plan inside my head,..
once it came out,..
im not gona tel my mum until she fine out.
and if i were to re-taking some papers(i guess i am)
im just gona take itsecretly and use my own "dollar" to pay the god damn fees!

aren't you bored?
heeeeeellllll yeah..
im freaking bored...
but i have new obsession.
i play online game and watch porn!
haahaha
watch porn?
who dosent???

still a shopaholic?
errrr,..
i guess so.
but i do save up some money to buy pocket vaio.
so,..
am i?
u judge me!

vaio?
hmm,..
i noe i got 1,..
but i want the mini 1
so its easy for me just stuff it inside my bag.

how bout your relationship with "you"?
hmm,...
complicated!
i can't tell.
i have no f****ng idea about it.
so,..
i'll update u guys soon k?

still love him?
errrrrr,..
yap,.
truly madly deeply!

crush?
no,..
im to old to have a crush i guess,..

admirer?
errrr...
i dun noe,,
but i heard from my "bff"' that his friend is so into me.
yaaaaaaaa.
i noe,..
scary man!
im not into this secret thingy.
and i am in a "un-explainable"(is tat a word?) relationship.

bad things happen?
yaaaaaa,..
bnyk sngt,..
ok,.
my car accident.
i lost my cell phone
i lost my wallet(id,college id,driving id,money and bunch of cards and credit cards)
im sick
and the list keep going on and on and on,..
haahhaa

errrrk,..
im tired now!
so cont later aite?

P/S : i've been receiving lots of comment asking me who is "you"...
ok,.. you is one and only person i ever love so much.
but,...thing were not the same anymore.
u noe wat i mean.
he wants to put a stop in our relation.but,i cant..
so,...i stil CKP that he is my "boo-boo".

YOU = ICEMINTI****

(",)

2009-07-12T09:41:00.000-07:00

i love you dearly!

i am ready to love

2009-07-12T09:36:00.000-07:00

you,

want i really want,

is to wake up every morning...

and to see you there..

me

2009-07-08T10:20:00.001-07:00

i am too spoilt!
dun blame me.

visit dentist?

2009-07-08T09:55:00.000-07:00

i was like ym-ing my friend and i accidentally told her that i just came back from dentist

she was like "hell no!"

and i was like "hell yeah"

...........................................................................

at the clinic i was looking at a brochure and suddenly i saw this brochure about braces,...

at sec i tot wearing braces was like cool

i like accessories.

braces is like an accessories for your teeth rite,...

i noe.so dumb to think that way rite.

i took my cell phone and Dial a number.

mum: hello

me: mama.i think im going to wear a braces.can i?

mum:(sigh) up to you.call papa and asked him.

me: okey,.how about the payment and all?

mum: call him and tell him first and inform me back after that.

me: ok.bye!

..........................................................................................................

dail my dad's number and here it goes.

papa: hello(with a very garang tone)

me: its me.(have to tell him who am i cuz im using private number.)

papa: yes.why?

me: im planing to wear a braces and mama asked me to asked you.

papa: ok,..are you sure?it will take years before you can take it off.

me: yes!

papa: ok then.

me: ok,bye.

..................................................................................................................

dail my mum's number again and;

mama: how?

me: papa ckp ok.

mama: ok,.i'l come there later for the payment.

me: ok, still got 2 more people.

mama : ok!

me: see you,bye!

...............................................................................

hahaha,..
im going to put my braces on.

but,..

not the metal one.

im going to wear the ceramic one.
i noe,..

it a bit pricy but who cares.
mama comeand pay it,.

another two week im going to put my braces on.

i wonder how i gonna look like.

this is how it gonna look like.

im so exited

a week already

2009-07-08T09:52:00.001-07:00

it been a week already.
and it still hurt.
my mother was like,
"good for you..."
ya!
very damn freeeking good for me.

tomorrow im going to dentist.
i couln't stand it any longer.

so,..
DR.YONG YOU CAN COUNT ME IN!
I SURRENDER.

hurt

2009-07-08T09:48:00.001-07:00

im going to be like that soon.

still hurt and keep on hurting1

stil hurt

2009-07-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

thanks guys for the advice but is not working.
im going to get high-blood-pressure soon.
cuz im bin gargle lot and lots of salt water.
rubing it on the hurt part!
i dont noe y i did that tou but,...it seem fun.
and is a BIG NO-NO for me to pay that blooooody dentist a visit!
im scared,..
yes!
im definitely scared.

p/s:it still hurt till now.
(2 days already)

tooth-fairy

2009-07-08T09:32:00.000-07:00

DAMMIT!
i sakit gigi,..
gigi i sakit gile,....
ouuuuch!

tadi gi class,
Datin Helen was like,...
"classsssss,....i'm so happy today"
and everybody was like,....WHAT!!!
"im happy because i finally see Nazira in my class"
errrr,....
everybody like look at me and laugh,...
wth.
i noe i was a bit late to join the class but,..
wat the hack!
i dun wanna be center of attraction,.
but never mind!

class went pretty smooth.
after biology class i went for my pure math class.
and that time my teeth start to hurt so badly,..
i couldn't concentrate in class,..
i took gum in my bad(really come in handy)
and start chew it.
at first it went ok,..
but after that,..
it hurts badly until my eyes started teary!

i went back after math class,..
and straight away went to bed!
arrrrrgh!
i hate toothache.
it hurt so bad until my head hurt
my lips hurt.
my nose hurt
my leg hurt
my hand hurt

do it make sense?
i dont noe..
but..
everything hurt!

i sleet with my shoes on,.
damn,..
dirty-dork!
hahaha,..
i finally call myself a dork now cuz my teeth hurts!!

?

2009-07-05T14:34:00.000-07:00

FILLING THE TIME AND SPACE

19 years ago, i:
-i was a year old
-im dark
-im skinny
-im alone
-barely remember anything :)

15 years ago, i:
-counted 123 learned ABC
-shy2 cat
-already have a sister(a year old)
-dont like my sister due to major jealousy!
-play everyday

5 years ago, i:
-taking pmr
-lazy bum
-cheerleader
-have a brother
-puberty time :)

2 years ago, i:
-18 years old
-spoilt brat
-pain in my mother's ass
-full time lover
-still a lazy bum

1 year ago, i:
-a law student
-problematic person
-fashionista and mega shopaholic
-victim
-dont like father.

6 months ago, i:
-a premed student
-getting old
-stay with my mother
-fight with my dad(major)
-still love him to death
-trying to change

1 month ago, i:
-lied alot to my mom
-single but no available
-recover from dengue fever
-having serious interview
-depressed

yesterday, i:
-fight with my brother
-dinner with my family and go karaoke
-not yet change
-updating blog and chatting
-sleep like a pig

today , i:
-going to class
-shopping
-diet
-study for my final
-tell mother i love hir

tomorrow , i:
-having a hactic day
-giving back my credit card
-water my mum's roses and cactus
-eat
-be somebody!

people person

2009-07-05T13:50:00.000-07:00

Instructions:
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head.

1-"you"
2-mama
3-opah
4-ikki
5-arwah atuk
6-xsun
7-deejay
8-eillabella
9-hanbie
10-kazumie
11-nazrin
12-baity
13-prodip sen gupta
14-dr.pitt
15-aepool
16-idaan
17-paan
18-abg yuyie
19-surya
20-papa

....................................

1. how did you meet 14?
hmmm,...die senior i mase kt beseri...

2. what would you do if you had never met no1?
i cry lot2 and asked lots of questioned!

3. what would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
wut?insane,no 20 is my dad and no9 is a girl i've meet over the net,....

4. would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
paan & ehsan???hmm let me think~~gayboy?eeeewwww!!

5. describe no. 3.
my lovely opah,mama i slalu ckp opah i garang gile baboon mase mude,..and die sngt2 menjaga tatatertib dan adab coz die org keraton(kerabat diraja).die kawin ngan atuk i kt perak cuz my atuk kerabat diraja perak,..pastu mereka berdua lari dari perak n settle down kt kedah,....my opah sngt sedih skarang kerana buah ati die da xde,..die seorang diri,...ape lg eh?

6. do you think no 8 is attractive?
my sis?hell yes!tp die sngt garang,... i takooooooot :

7. Tell me something about no 7.
deejay?kamooooo rock!

8. Do you know anything about no 12's family?
nope!

9. What is no 8's favourite?
online sampai mata lebam!

10. What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?
my brother?i pukul die ngan rotan..

11. What language does 15 speak?
malay+broken english with hiphop slang. yeke?

12. Who is 9 going out with?
eric.

13. How old is 16 now?
20 tahon

14. When was the last time you talked to 13?
serious,..feel like ages

15. Who is no2's favourite singer?
i dont know,..mama selalu tukar2,..arinie "duffy" esok "siti nurhaliza" lusa maybe "4u2c"

16. Would you date no 4?
yes,...kezen i yg sangat kiut-miut

17. Would you date 7?
ape nie,...i nak sangat jumpe die,..so can i refer that as date?

18. Is 18 single?
nope.

19. What's 10's last name?
eeerrrr...power?coz kt ym die kazumie power.

20. Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11?
i mmg ade relation ngan die,.. HE'S MY BROTHER LA U JERK!

21. What school does 3 go to?
uikkk,.xtau la myb SMU or HOMESKULD

22. Where does 6 live?
somewhere in perak,..manjung kot!

23. What's your favourite thing about no 5?
atok sangat handsome.sangat2 rindu atok.atok sangat kelakar.atok selalu senyum.atok selalu perli2.atok pandai masak.atok sgt syg kami semua.atok rajin.atok u are my inspiration.
me lebiew atok!

me?

2009-07-03T11:38:00.000-07:00

things you cant leave your house without?
-my handbag
-car keys
-ipod
-Nintendo DS

favourite makeup brands?
-mac(who doesn't?)
-benefit(cute)
-Bobbi brown
-Anna Sui(great colour)
-Dior(luxury)

favourite flower?
-carnation
-water lily
-orchids

favourite clothing store?
-guess
-Calvin Klein
-Donna Karen new york
-topshop
-mng
-cat whiskers

favourite perfumes?
-flower by Gucci
-Nanette lepore by Elizabeth Arden
-envy me by Gucci
-Gucci by Gucci
(and much more)

heels or flats?
-definitely flats

do you makes good grades?
-eerrrrr it depends!

favourite colours?
-black

do you drink energy drink?
-nope

do you drink juice?
-yes!

do you like swimming?
-na'ah

do you eat fries with fork?
-wat a lame question,...of course no!

favourite moisturizer?
-mac studio moisturizer(new)

do you want to get married later in life?
-yes and no

do you get mad easily?
-yes

are you into ghost hunting?
-a big no-no

any phobias?
-Ceraunophobia(Fear of thunder and lightning)
-Hemophobia(Fear of blood)

save me

2009-07-03T11:30:00.000-07:00

come on and save me

im losing my touch

dat after day

cuz i miss you so much

come on and save me

im losing my mind

waiting and waiting

for you to be mine!

sial

2009-07-03T11:18:00.000-07:00

sux!
i jumpa my enemy,..
i so very hate them!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhh,..
benci gile tgok muke die,..
hey,...
ur hair cut sux girl......
ever heard of CLEO?FEMALE?
girl,..
go and get 1 for urself,...
ur make up sux too,....
so out of date!!!!!!

pastu die dtg and,....
"zira?"
"hmmm,.yes,...u are?(wat2 xknl)"
"F******"
"oh,..hye,..wat r you doing here?"
"saje jalan2,.how bout u?sorang je?"
"yes alone!(bute ke die,..i kan sorang jer)"
"oh,.u study kt kl kn?"-
"oh,..da abis kot,...i now at disted,..u?"
"i kt kdu,..."
"ok la gtg,..bye,..see ya!"

wth,..
kdu?
fuh,..
lucky me...
dulu i ade gak nak gi study kt kdu...
but,.
nasib,..
thank god for saving me!

,......................................................................................

sale!

2009-07-03T11:00:00.000-07:00

hmm,..
td i pegi gurney..
nak tgok ICE EDGE 3,...
but end-up tgok cite jepon,...
best sngt2,..
cite tu sngt sedih,...
"departured @okuribito"
ciyr tu pasal mamat nie kena stop main music,..
pastu die balik kampung halaman die and cari keja kt citu,..
one day!
die jumpa ad kt newpaper pasal keja nie....
die punye la happy ingtkan keja nie best coz keja nie xda age limit and experince,..
"travel agent"
tu yg die ingt,.....
pastu gi pon gi la interview,..
in the end die dapat tau yg keja nie xde kena mengena langsung dgn travel agent,...
"encoffineer"
(org yg prepared bodies for burial)
lebih kurang macam makeup artist la,.
tp untuk org mati,....
blablabla,....(xkn i nak cite smpai abis kot)
best gile..
sedih ooo,...
i nangis tgok cite nie,..
kt dlm cinema,...
i nangis macam tgok kt umah,....
nasib org sikit jer,.
if not malu la gak,.....

pastu citer nie baru i gi tgok cite ICE EDGE 3,..
tgok 3d punye,....
klaka nak mati,..
comel je mereka...

abis tgok movie,..
i gi jenjalan cuci mata....
window shopping,....(at first)

masuk guess!
wow,...
"SALES FOR VIP"
macam nak pengsan je tgok flyers tu,....
gile,..
ape lagi,....
shopping time!
i am so verrrry good at shopping,....
nearly 1 hour i kat citu,...
i endup buying few stuff,..
few?
hmM,...
-handbag(red)
-handbag(brown)
-jeans(3)
-tube top(brown)
-kemeja(white)
-sunglass
-watch
-white long sleeve
-white guess printing t-shirt
-guess necklace(silver)

waaaa,..
total of 12 items,..
i am so very dead!
i am so very crazy!!!!!!!!

bkn i nak brag,..
but i seriously need help,...
i am super duper shoppaholic!

am i?

away!

2009-07-03T10:55:00.000-07:00

me away lagi,...
bkn gi memana pon,..
just malas nak blogging,...

hmm,...
bosan la life!
bile i nak berubah?

tlg la,..
i nak sngt berubah!
tp xtau cam ne,....
nak start dr mane eh?

no idea?????
can some1 help me?
kalo nak help!!!!
post jer kt chatbox k????

thanks you guys,..
me love you lotsss!!!!!!

lapar?

2009-06-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

lapar
mama,
nak makan~~
tlg la masak

pliz....

nanti i cuci plates!

all time favourite

2009-06-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

R.I.P MJ

1958-2009

kl-penang

2009-06-27T06:47:00.000-07:00

my interview xla ok,...
not like wat i expected,...
susah gile soklan yg die tnya,...
no idea nak jawab ape!

"why u nak jadi dr?"
"sebab dr boleh slamatkan org,..and i suke slamatkan org"

abis bodo la jawapan i,...
nervous siot!
da la muke cik xsenyum langsung,.
myb die lapar kot,.
sebab tu xleh nk senyum!
cuz my interview before lunch time!

hahaha....
rasa cam xleh dpt je,
sedih la kot,.

pegi Alamanda,..
bosan sial,..
habis boring la kot tempat tu,...

kite plan xnak beli ape pon,.
but end up buying lot and lots of stuff,..
semua nie pasal kedai B***e

ade ke patut,..
mama masuk la kedai tu coz tat shop sell office attire,...
salegirl tu wat do no je,..
chit-chatting ngan another salesgirl,..
we pon wat la mcm kedai sendiri,..
pilih2 bj,....
about 20 mins later,..
ade la kapel mat saleh enter that shop,...
salegirl tu ngan peramah je sape mat2 saleh tu
"welcome"
tu la org kite,..
besarkan la sngt mat saleh tu,..
hey,.
korang xingt ke dulu,..
org kite tungkus lumus selamatkan negara kite dari mat saleh2 xgune tu,..
korang agung2 kn dieorg,..

after that,..
mama suke la kat baju nie,...
i pon panggil salegirl tu,...
die pon ngan muke masam cam buah limau busuk dtg,..
serve kiteorg,...

yg sorang lagi layan mat saleh tu,....
pastu mat saleh tu blah cam tu je,...
TAK BELI PAPE PON!

yg lawak nye
lepas tu salegirl tu bleh plak kutuk mat saleh td sebab xbeli pape,...
eh,..tadi korang gak ampu bontot mat saleh tu skarang kutuk lak

after that baru la mereka melayan mama i,...
pilih2
try semua,.
blablabla,..
bblublublu,..
mama end up spending more than 2k kat that shop,!
mmg xcaye!

salesgirl tu punye la ramaaaaah gile...
tunjuk new arrival,..
tunjuk itu
tunjuk ini,.
pendek kata semua benda kt kedai tu la,...

lawak!
i kat sebelah wat je muke tension,...
bosan,..
hipokrit!

time bayar,..
dgn selamba je mama ckp
"cik,...bukan semua org malaysia xde duit,...lgpon baju kt cini bknnye mahal sangat,....tukangsapu sampah pon boleh beli,...."

"terima kasih atas layanan cik tadi"

walk off!

p/s : jgn ingat org melayu xda duit,...
do judge people by they appearns,..
bkn sema org yg pkai baju bundle xde duit!

cupcakes,..

2009-06-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

you,....
need you very bad!

"i call u like that cuz i used to call u tat"

:)
he refer me as "baby"
wth
you,....
i really miss that!
i burst into tears when he did that,...
wow!
so big impact,...
after that,
cant stop smiling,..

flower gloom!
bees flying,....
:)

serious?

2009-06-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

you called me,...
am not dreaming,....
positive!
im not dreaming,..
he did call me!

"sorry"
simple word with big meaning,.....

we talk,..
and talk
and talk
talk and talk,......
wuz so happy,....

you,...
thanks coz making my day better,.....

you,....
i love you so much,....
i need you,..
so,
need me back!

hey kau,...

2009-06-23T09:37:00.000-07:00

hey kau,..
da la
xyh nak pure-pure,..
ku ingat aku xtau ke pasal kau,..
gi mampus la
kau ngan member2 kau same je
jelez ngan kebahagian aku,...
ingat aku ingin sngt ke nak chat dgn kau,..
gi mampis la
aku akan ingat sampai mati ape yg kau da buat kt kiteorg,...
sebab kau,...
semua benda nie terjadi,..
hahaha,.
padan mke kau,.
aku offline forever untuk kau,..
so kau xyh la nak buzzz2 aku,..
gi mampus k?
aku doakan kau mati cpt,..
mampus kau,.
jantan kaberet!

fly away

2009-06-23T09:27:00.000-07:00

tomorrow,
nk pegi kl
interview and temaning mama gi putrajaya,..
PUTRAJAYA
what a boring place to go,...

at first we plan to drive,...
n like usual la
i jadik driver,..
but last minute,....
mama book ticket..
so gi naik flight,..
fuhhhhh...
no hassle and traffic jams...
best2
rilex skit
at kl naik airport limo,,,

mama tnya pasal "you"
nak suruh you tlg amik,..
pastu i dgn selambe je ckp you xde
die kt s'pore,...
same excuse everytime,....

wish me luck 2morrow,..
arrrgh,...
bored :)

crave for zee avi's cd

2009-06-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

i want zee avi's cd,..

P/s : her music makes me smile :)
sometimes makes me cry,...

glup

2009-06-22T12:46:00.000-07:00

away

away,.....
nak nangis jp

shadow

2009-06-22T12:43:00.000-07:00

oh baby

i love your way

everyday!

how?

2009-06-22T12:39:00.000-07:00

how am i supposed to get a life when my life revolves around you?
how am i supposed to forget you when my mind only thinks about you?
how am i supposed to not call you when i only remember your number?
how am i supposed to be happy when the only time I'm happy is with you.
how am i supposed to stop crying when it only stop when you wipe it.

..................................................................................................
tell me,
what am i supposed to do?

hurt

2009-06-22T12:23:00.000-07:00

"get a life"

it hurt me everyday.

your mean words.

fav

2009-06-22T12:21:00.000-07:00

music makes me alive
how bout you?

fav song(part 1)

tracy chapman
baby can i hold you

peter frampton
baby i love your way

sako
i'll kill her

paulo nutini
candy

zee avi
kantoi

paloma faith
luv ya

mia rose
your body is wonderland

daisy dares you
daisy dares you

pixie lotts
turn it up

aha
take on me

pitbull
i know you want me

john legend
everybody knows

justin nozuka
after tonight

me love it,.never get bored

A-day full of fireflies

2009-06-22T11:19:00.000-07:00

today
i pegi class,..
actually started last week,...
but to lazy to go,...
hmm.
getup damn f*****g early...

took quite long time to get ready,...
wearing long black with orange printing skirt and black tank top.
"classy and vintage"
dun mean to brag,..
not me yg ckp
my mum,..
blame her
she spoilt me :)
she prefer skirt than jeans
old people always right,....
get over with it.

driving like always,..
dlm kereta suddenly i teringtkn "you",..
"you"
i miss you so horny much!
wish you were here to see me,.
miss hearing your voice telling me
"drive carefully"
"be alert"
"eat"
"drink water"
"coming to see me not?"
waaaaAAAAAaaaaa
when can i hear all that again?

with traffic jams and all,
i manage to reach my class on time,.
proud :)

1st class - pure math (statistic)
i hate math,..
in class try to focus,...
but damn,.
to noisy,..
grab my bag,.
amik ipod,..
dgr "Justin Nozuka"
letak song tu on repeat mode,...
2 hours i dgr lagu same non-stop,..
crazy in love.

2nd class - pure math(core 1)
f*****g hard la,..
harded than i ever think,..

"nazira"
" i tot i never gonna see you again,..where have you been?"

"smile"
"im still around"
"luckily still alive"

"see me after class"
"so many thing to discuss with you"

"ok"
"hmmmmm"

blablabla,...
habis class,..
i went to see him,....
damn,...
he lecture me like hell,..
xsempat wana hav my lunch,....
"damn-it"

3rd class - chemistry application
4Th class - chemistry tutorial
5Th class - pure math (core 1) tutorial

but,
3rd-4Th and 5Th class i ponteng,..
went to gurney,...
lepaking,....
damn,..
so retarded,...
watch movie
mkn ice-cream
gi A&W minum float
play daytona
ect,..ect,..ect,..

'all by my self''
alone!

after that,
balik rumah,...

the ends.

candy

2009-06-22T11:14:00.000-07:00

Darling
I'll bathe your skin
I'll even wash your clothes
Just give me some candy
Before I go
Oh, darling
I'll kiss your eyes
And lay you down on your rug
Just give me some candy
After my heart

p/s : if we're still together.

syrup and sugar

2009-06-22T10:20:00.000-07:00

i wasting time
who dosen't??

deeply in love

2009-06-21T11:14:00.000-07:00

me so in-love
JUSTIN NOZUKA
thanks coz teman-ing me every night,..
me deeply in love with you doe,.....

p/s : great song makes me haaaaapy

Daddy

2009-06-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

happy father's day dad,..
hope u like the card i made,...

boredom

2009-06-20T11:58:00.000-07:00

-scene 1-

-scene 2-

-scene 3-

......melompat .......

2009-06-20T11:43:00.000-07:00

wish list june 2009

Sony DSLR-A350X
blackberry bold/curve
Sony VAIO pocket pc
a 5days 4nights trip to Koh Samui,Thailand
high-tech car stereo systems
EON gsc gold credit card
study at St.Andrews University,Scotland
LV bags
shopping spree
dinner date with "you"

laptop hilang?

2009-06-20T11:33:00.000-07:00

nak beli lappy,..

tp xdak duit,...

sape nk sponser?

to : Laptop Owner,

sorry doh,.i bukan sengaja nak ilangkan laptop tu,...keta i kena pecah,..bkn laptop je ilang banyak lagi barang yg ilang antaranya :
-ipod touch
-psp
-smart tag & touch n go
-duit
-cd bag
and ect,...
sorry eh,..i terpaksa tipu yg laptop tu kena virus and i hantar repair and u noe yg i boleh wat benda tu sendiri,.tp i stil xda duit nak ganti,...sorry sesangat,..nanti bile i da cukup duit,..i ganti k,..dlm 1 or 2 weeks lg,..plizzz,,jangan lagi tanya pasal lappy tue,.i rasa bersalah sngt bile terpaksa tipu,..sorry again,..

love,
your daughter.

what?

2009-06-20T11:11:00.000-07:00

hey,...
kau ingat dengan ape yang kau da wat kat mama aku,.
aku nak maafkan kau,,,
dasar manusia xsedar diri,..
cermin la diri tu sikit woi,..
kau xingat ke bile kau susah sape yang tolong kau?
tak ingat ke tolol,.
sape yang tolong family kau bile mak bapak kau sakit,.
bile kau tak dapat nak bayar hutang2 kau yang keliling **#%$%^ kau tu,..
bile kau nak kawin?
bile kau nak dapat anak?
xingat ke sapa yang kasi kau duit bile kau kesempitan?
susah le camni bile semua bende pon kau lupe,..
kau ingat kau boleh wat kiteorang macam sampah,.,
hey,..
ingat la sikit,.
kau kot sampah,...
parasit,...
mmg sesuai bangat la parasit ngan kau,..
dua2 uselesss,....
hey mulut longkang,..
jgn nak jadi mami jarum,..
dok mencanag hal rumah tanga orang,..
ingat sikit,.
da perfect ke rumah tanga kau,...
tp xpe,..
trimas la atas umpatan kau tu,..
we'all dpt pahala free,.. :)
mak bapak aku pon xheran la dengan ape yang kau wat,..
sikit pon kite 1 family xgoyang,.
malah,..
hari2 we'all ketawakan kau,...
kau tak mengaku we'all family,.
kau ingat mama aku nak merayu kt kaki kau ke?
tolong sikit,...
kite pon xnak ade family mulut longkang+gunting buruk+parasit mcm kau..
hmm...
ingat la skit woi,..
bkn slalu kau boleh lepas,...
"sepandai2 tupai melompat,..jatuh jugak nanti"
time tue,..
aku sumpah,.
aku org pertama yg akan "ketawa" tengok kejatuhan kau and family kau,...
kau nie xubah cam kad credit yg over limit,...
cermin diri tu sikit,...
dahla *&$^&&*,menyusahkan org je,..
gi mampus la..

ubuntu vs window

2009-06-17T12:13:00.000-07:00

me still sokong windows,..
vote for windows,....
ubuntu memang mem-BUNTU-kan fikiran :)
even ubuntu nyer graphic gezillion lawanye drpd windows,
windows stil the best
biar la die nak lambat cam sipoot sedot pon...
i xkisah,...
wat per nak laju2?

you go windows,..
u tetap no 1 dlm ati i
xerra heart windows
muaxxxxx :p

bosan

2009-06-17T12:07:00.000-07:00

bosan...
bosan,..
bosan,bosan,bosan,...
bosan tahap goku!
kaaaaamehameha!

you,

semua nie sebab you,..

if you din do all this

i wont be bored

i wont be alone

i wont be like this

bubblegum

2009-06-17T10:01:00.000-07:00

found this
cute sangat,..
"yo my mom,...she give me a doller,.she told me to buy a colour,
but i ain't buy no colour,
i bought some bubble gum,..bazookazookazooka bubble gum"

boleh nyanyi kat mama bile die bagi duit,.

terbang ke angkasa

2009-06-17T09:26:00.000-07:00

kalau i dapat terbang ke langit,...
mane i nak pergi?
matahari?
bulan?
i nak ke zuhal,..
kat sane,....
masa berputar 100 kali lebih lambat dari bumi,
kalau i dapat terbang ke sane,..
i dapat hidup beratus tahun lamanye,.,.
i takkan mati,..
i akan terus hidup bersama macam nie,..
sampai bile-bile,....
kan?

mama.i <3 you

2009-06-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

happy birthday mother.
i heart you so much.
may all your wonderful dream came true...
mother,
you're the greatest mother in the world.
mother,....
im sorry bout all the things that came across us,...
sorry cuz shouting and scolding you,..
sorry cuz talking behind your back,..
sorry cuz took your money and never admit it even you know i've took it :)
sorry cuz never listen to you,..
sorry cuz lied to you bout things,.
sorry cuz make you cry,..
sorry 4 everything i've done,..
mother,..
happy birthday,...
this for you...
there's only 1 things 2 do 3 words 4 you,...
i love you,..
and this too,...
happy birthday to you,..
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to mama,..
happy birthday to you,.
dan ini jugak,..
Allah selamatkan kamu,
Allah selamatkan kamu,
ALLAH SELAMATKAN MAMA TERSAYANG,..
Allah selamatkan kamu,......

mabuk teh tarik

2009-06-16T10:08:00.001-07:00

even i xbrapa suka gig thingy,..i da buat keputusan yang paling besar dalam sejarah hidup saya..

mr.kazumie,.awak patut berterima kasih kepada saya kerana

saya telah mengubah persepsi saya terhadap gig,..dan nak pegi gig kamoooo!

p/s : ticket mahal ke and kat mana nak beli?
ader free cd x?
or maybe t-shirt macam kat rtw tue ade x?

kuku kakaku kaku

2009-06-16T06:39:00.000-07:00

i've done silly thing today,...

applying nail polish while driving,......
hahaha,.
gile nak mampus,....
it turn out nice,..
xde comot2...
bangge nk mampus,..
hahaah,..

time kt traffic light,..
ade apek naik moto tue senyum je kt i,...
pastu dgn selambanye die kutuk i kt bini die yg kononnye vogue,..
hhahaha,...
gi mampus la korang..

kuku i,..
i punya pasal le nk polish kt mane,,
kt toilet ke
tgh mkn ke
tgh mandi ke
ape kau peduli,.
janji i happy,..
bknkah itu penting?

now you're gone

2009-06-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

Now you're gone
I realize my love for you was strong
and I miss you here, now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall

Now you're gone
I realize my love for you was strong
and I miss you here, now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it's meant to be
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll go crazy, now you're gone
There's an empty place in my heart
without my boo it will break apart
it wont heal it never fades away
I will think about you everyday

Now your gone
I realize my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
with your pictures hanging on the wall
is this the way its meant to be
only dreaming that your missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll go crazy now you're gone

talentime

2009-06-15T14:36:00.001-07:00

before

after

in 10

2009-06-15T13:47:00.000-07:00

1. are you lonely?- yes,..
2. are you happy?- nope,..
3. are you sad?- yes,..
4. are you Indonesian?- na'ah
5. are you expensive?- wth?
6. are you blonde?- brunette
7. are you Irish?- nope
9. are you desperate?- YES...
10. are you male or female?- female

................................................................................................................................

1. name : xerraxaira
2. birthplace: kedah
3. real hair color: black
4. Ethnicity: malay
5. Talent: hmm,.shopping?
6. birthday: 27th march 1989
7. mood: sad+bored
8. favorite color: black
9. where do you live: penang
10. left or right handed: left

...............................................................................................................................

1. do you love someone?- YES! YES! YES!
2. do you believe in love at first sight?- hallaluyah
3. who ended your last relationship?- him.
4. have you ever hurt anyone emotionally?- a lot
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?- hmm,..
6. longest relationship?- quite sometimes
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them?- a'ah
8. are you afraid of commitment?- hell no
9. have you hugged someone within the last week?- a'ah
10. have you ever had a "secret" admirer?- shud i?

...............................................................................................................................

1. love or lust: love
2. accent or no accent: accent
3. cats or dogs: cat
4. a few best friends or many regular friends: none
5. myspace or friendster: email
6. pepsi or coke: 7up
7. wild night out or romantic night?: both
8. money or happiness: happiness,cuz money cant buyhappiness.Happiness can buy everything.
9. night or day: evening
10. IM or msn : IM

............................................................................................................................

1. been caught sneaking out?- yes
2. been skinny-dipping with your bf/gf?- ?
3. done something you regret?- hell yes
4. bungee jumped?- a'ah
5. lied to someone you loved?- used to
6. finished an entire jawbreaker?- hmm,...
7. looked through a significant other's phone, email, myspace, etc. because you thought they were cheating on you?- :)
8. wanted an ex boyfriend/girlfriend/date back?- na'ah
9. cried because you lost a pet?- kitty cat,luna and dino
10. wanted to disappear?- yes

.............................................................................................................................................

1. light hair or dark hair: dark
2. hugs or kisses: hugs
3. shorter or taller: middle
4. intelligence or attraction: both
5. Jeans or shorts: depends
6. English or math: math in english?
7. hook-up or relationship: relationship
8. do you want a girlfriend/boyfriend: ?
9. sun or moon: star
10. day or night: both

............................................................................................................................................

angan-angan

2009-06-15T13:11:00.000-07:00

1. How old are you?

twenty

2. Are you single?

nope but not taken,..it's complicated!

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?

thirty i guess

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?

i want to,but i can't

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

orlando bloom?

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your bestman?

who ah?spice girl or pussycat dolls,.. :)

7. Do you want a garden/ beach or traditional wedding?

garden and traditional (kalau xda yg lama xda la yg baru)

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?

africa?nak tengok harimau,..

9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?

everyone yang i kenal i guess,...

10. Will that include your exes?

of coz,..wanna show them i can get a better person la,..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?

8,.cuz that my fav number

12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?

evening,..(xpanas).

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?

this i promise you by nsync

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?

perfect fine dining

15. Champagne of red wine?

hmm,..depends? :)

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

days after the wedding kot,..

17. Money or household items?

money

18. How many kids would you like to have?

2, prince and princess

19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?

ye la,...

saye

2009-06-15T12:50:00.000-07:00

saye lah anak dugong yang paling chumel di muke bumi ini,....

perasan kan saye,..

suke hati saye la,.

ape kau kisah,...

tak suke jangan la pandang

gi mampus,..

durian?

2009-06-15T12:02:00.000-07:00

betul ke org perak pandai pilih durian?
hmm???

i'll kill her

2009-06-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

you...
i swear,...
i'll kill her,.
damn,..
i'll kill her
if i noe that you dating someone else,...
hahahaha,..
am i?
we'll see,...
cuz you can never be erased!

london brigde is falling down?

2009-06-15T09:53:00.000-07:00

memories..

2009-06-14T10:32:00.000-07:00

you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier
crazier
feels like im falling
and i
lost in your eyes
you make me crazier
crazier
crazier
crazier
craizer

over dose

2009-06-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

I need you baby.
if its quite alright,
I need you baby
to warm my lonely nights,

curi

2009-06-14T09:43:00.000-07:00

kalau hari ney hari mencuri sedunia .

ape yg akn u curi dari i ?

blurr

2009-06-11T10:52:00.000-07:00

dear...
you don't know what is like,
to love somebody,
the way i love you...

you

2009-06-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

i wish you were here,...

i wish you were next to me,..

i wish you hug me

i wish you kiss me

i wish you'd be mine!